Twelve years ago, I went through one of the greatest nightmares. My son who was only a few months old at the time, was in danger of dying. That moment, which I’ll never forget, was a huge wake up call, an awakening to reality and it changed the course of my life forever.

On my way to save my son and find a solution for his healing, I began feeling an inner calling for something much bigger than anything. It was a search for my soul, for the truth. That search brought me to the realization that my life was a lie. And when you see the lie, you are in your Truth.

I let go of almost everything that I had in a painful process of dying to my old self. I lost my marriage, career, friends, money and the house I was so attached to. That was the last piece: I had no home anymore. Nothing was left standing. It’s like everything that you are and you have, collapses, and you look around and you don’t even know who you are anymore, why you’re here and what is it that you need to do. You’re at point zero. Reset to factory settings. You experience the dark night of the soul: the psychological death. You reach the darkest point: Hell.

If you fight it, you’ll experience more hell. There is nothing in the world you can do, but surrender. You get out of your way and allow everything to happen because you have nothing else to lose.

Only after such a “death”, you reborn again. This time in truth.